Saturday, October 26, 2002

i'm getting a sense that my life is going to continue to go absolutley nowhere until the inside of my throat meets the barrell of a gun and his freinds the Bullets.it's easier than work and it's more fun then school.well everyone else seems perfectly happy slipping away into an abyss void of spirtiuality,indivituality,and emotions,so maybe i should just embrace the fate.the past generations have at least tried to change things,my generation is'nt even putting up a fight.we dress in rags,listen to shitty music,watch crappy tv shows,go see dumb ass movies,and then get drunk or get stoned and laugh at what a waste our existance has become,and continue this pathetic cycle of nothingness until our skulls cave in.i'd liek to think i could change things,but with everyone telling me "it's over",it's kind of hard to feel optimistic about things.

god i fucking hate everything.not in a Hot Topic Mall Goth "i'm such an indivitual like all my other freinds who wear make up and listen to Slipknot" way,more of an Eyehategod "everyone is full of shit and so am i so i'll just take a bunch of pills and lock myself in my house and write fucked up poetry" way.

Happy Hollow Spleen.....
my apathy is getting to a point where pretty soon i'll witness a small child get disembowelled by the propellor of a helicopter and i won't have the heart or the energy to shrug my shoulders or say something clever or "ironic".

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

i am beyond pissed off right now.i'm fucking fuming.i mean like shave your entire body until you are smooth as a cruies missle angry.like a fat woman reaching for a box of cup cakes only to find out they are low fat.like a vietnam vet with a pit viper's fang sunken into his ballbag as he tied to an electric fence with razorwire on the top of it and beaten silly with a bag of hammers by a band of over the hill porn stars.thats how fucking miserable i am right now.

may you all get cancer in your head.

Monday, October 21, 2002

can you hear me now?

Sunday, October 20, 2002

for years Type 0 Negative has held the crown of best song title ever with "Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity".now that crown must go to Agoraphobic Nosebleed.the new greatest song title ever...

"Repercusions In The Life Of An Opportunistic Pseudo Intelectual Jackass".

i have'nt heard the song yet,but with a title like that it must be awesome.weeeeeeeeee