Tuesday, September 06, 2005

NP:The Dillinger Escape Plan-Unretrofied.

you know that one episode of the Simpsons where Bart laments his social standing in his class?

"so the substitute teacher says her name is Ms. Doodie, and everyone was like "Take it Bart"...then it hit me. i've become a clown. a class clown. and it sickens me."

i felt like that today, only i did it to myself.

first day of the fall semester. after an entire summer of not seeing ******** all i could do was bounce misantropic one-liners off of the people around us, getting a laugh sure, but not much else. after they all went away i realized that all i'll probably ever be to ******* (and any other girl i fall in love with) is an eccentric curiousity, good for a morbid laugh or a random fact about nothing, but nothing you'd show off to your parents or your real friends. some dirty little secret they never needed to know but somehow someone whispered it into their ears and now it's trapped in their minds. walking junk food.


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